if i had one wish tonight

i wish god could ease the pain on my mom's heart. she's still in deep pain on my sister's death. april 19 is just around the corner and it reminds us again of that dreadful night. i would never ever forget that night when mom called me...and said...pam...the doctor's just giving her 10 minutes to survive. i was 10000miles away from home! look at the irony of things, she was a nurse at the intensive care and to my surprise...there she was lying on that bed on the same area. her co-nurses there were the ones who took care after her. i couldn't blame my mom if everynight she silently asks god to take her. . .if only i could trade places with her i would...i miss u michelle...